Bakit Ako Galit!

My friend Robert visited me today on my room. I was struck by his news that the emcees for this year’s Staff Annual Party are Evans (Kenyan), Lea and Joy. Robert is part of the working committee. I was so affected of the information that my thinking keeps on asking to the point it bothers me for hours. My thought is questioning why I was not considered wherein I was one of the emcee last year with Lea. The head of the Working Committee, Ms. Theresa don’t even bother to ask me if I am willing to participate as what I showed of last year’s event.

Bakit ako Galit?! Why I am so insecure especially when these time (events, parties, gatherings) comes. I am event organizing addict. I am very supportive and willing to give all and yet it gives me heartache if I feel neglected. I am very sociable and yet I don’t have a core group that I can hang-out with when there are fallbacks or when the expectations did not meet. I love to be in the center stage and yet so scared of what other people might tell during the occasions. I get stressed instead of having fun!

Hahahaizzz! Am I a geek?

Maybe yes, when my mind tells me so. Mind is so powerful that even you don’t want to think about it, it keeps on rolling to your head especially when it matters to you most. I hope for this coming Staff Annual Party, I have the guts to enjoy and present my self well. Good Luck to me!